6/16/2026

The Little Girl Who Made Me Sad

Mother Teresa, our super house helper (who spoils me rotten, and serves me like she would the  queen dowager) asked for a few days off for a family reunion. She arranged for a temp to take her place, Nati.

I lost my way. 

A good thing Nati brought along her 10-year-old daughter, Essa, who stayed in a corner with her gadget, a ploy mothers employ to keep their children quiet.

I found my way. To pry her from the digital nanny, I gave her my book, God’s Favorite Color I told her to read it carefully because I’d be asking her questions after.  Talking to children about my books is a rich mine of delight. When I got back to her an hour later, she was back to her electronic yaya.

“Okay, Essa, so what is God’s favorite color?” I asked, ready for a spirited Q&A. 

She gave me a blank look.

I repeated, “What does the book say about God’s favorite color?”

She smiled, “I don’t know.”

I probed, “is it red?”

Silence. 

“Is it green?” “Or Blue?” “Or Yellow?” 

Silence. 

"Who mde the green grass and leaves?" Who made the whte clouds andd snow?" "who made the strawbeerries and ripe tomatoes/" 

She whispered, God. 

"So what is God's favorite color?"  

I don’t know, she whispered.

My smile dropped to the floor and stayed there. So I asked her to read the last page where the answer is revealed through a cinquain.   

The latest Philippine Statistics Authority (PSA) report, which I had hoped was erroneous is true!

“ . . . nearly 91% of 10-year-olds struggle with reading comprehension.” 

Essa is a microcosm of this sad report.

No way woud I give up. I requested Nati to bring Essa again the next day so I could perhaps talk more about reading comprehension.

Essa was a no-show.  The trombone in my heart played, “Wah-wah-wah.”  

Mother Teresa, come home.

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