“Would you consider writing a book on brokenness?” Joy, Editorial Manager of Church Strengthening Ministry (CSM), asked me as she held her breath.
She didn’t have to hold it too long. I replied in a heartbeat, “One word, yes.”
Joy laughed, “The title we have in mind is ‘Grace under Pressure.’”
Anything with the word “grace” pumps adrenaline into my core. “You’re on,” I said, after which we discussed the details.
When I started writing, however, I could not reconcile the title with brokenness. Nobody ever gets broken when grace comes to the rescue, was the thought that kept me awake at night.
I had two choices, drop the title and write about brokenness, or retain the title and talk about grace coming just before breaking point.
After much agony, I chose to retain the title, and wrote a “position paper” to present to CSM.
During our round-table discussion (with the editorial team), we sliced, minced, carved, shredded, and pureed the issue until it was crystal clear in our minds that indeed, “Grace under Pressure” is not about brokenness. Yet, pressure is just as crucial and as urgent an issue in our world today.
So I was given the green light to write “Grace under Pressure.”
It was a bitter-sweet journey that spanned two continents. I began writing the book in the Philippines then continued writing in the US, where my husband and I spent some time.
I say bitter-sweet because as I re-lived my own anguish through the years and other people’s pressures, it felt like going through the grinding mill again—or to use a more appropriate metaphor, like being sealed in a pressure cooker, with a slim chance of escaping.
But ultimately, and despite everything, I am a believer of and an advocate for happy endings.
I therefore ended the book thus:
“We are pressed on every side by troubles, but we are not crushed. We are perplexed, but not driven to despair. We are hunted down, but never abandoned by God. We get knocked down, but we are not destroyed. Through suffering, our bodies continue to share in the death of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be seen in our bodies.” 2 Corinthians 4:8-10 (NLT)
At 3:30 this afternoon, I will be at the CSM Booth at the Manila International Book Fair, SMX MOA, for book signing. Won’t you come and grab a copy?